Go back to China: A Journey of Identity, Culture, and Redemption

When I hear the phrase "Go back to China," my heart sinks. I'm an American-born Chinese, so this phrase has a double whammy effect on me. It not only suggests that I don't belong in the United States, but also that I'm not welcome in China either.
I've heard this phrase from strangers on the street, from classmates in school, and even from family members. It's a hurtful and alienating thing to say, and it's something that I've had to learn to deal with.
Growing up, I always felt like I was different. I didn't look like the other kids in my school, and I didn't share their interests. I was often teased and bullied, and I felt like I didn't belong.
When I was in college, I started to explore my Chinese heritage. I took Chinese language classes, and I studied Chinese history and culture. I also started to make friends with other Chinese-American students.
Through these experiences, I began to realize that I was not alone. There were other people who had similar experiences to me, and who understood what it was like to feel like an outsider.
It was a liberating feeling, and it helped me to start to embrace my Chinese heritage. I realized that I was proud to be Chinese, and that I didn't have to change who I was to fit in.
Of course, there are still times when I hear the phrase "Go back to China." But now, I can handle it. I know that I belong here, and that I have a right to be here.
I'm sharing my story because I want other Chinese-Americans to know that they are not alone. We are a strong and resilient community, and we have a lot to offer this country. Don't let anyone tell you that you don't belong. You do.