A Soul's Voice

It's empty inside...an emptiness that saturates my spirit and imprisons me in loneliness. No energy to make the change I know needs to be made. How do I look fear in the face....and shame... And breath it all out? Help me please....hear my cries..please... Oh for a sense of peace...for a quiet mind...a little joy. Is there a kindred spirit out there? Hear me please.... I call out to the Universe for you....Do you hear my cries? Can you feel me? Is it possible to climb out the dark abyss alone? The unlove.... Am I really not worthy? Deep within I weep....I weep so Please ..... Lift me up. Give me hope. Let me learn to love myself again... Oh God....give me the strength please to stand with dignity and face my greatest fear. You have put in my path another challenging blow. It has unsettled me and has me trembling. I am scared. Insecure. Alone and frightened as anything. My chest is about to explode. My mind plays havoc with me. Give me the strength please to face this. I am not strong and my fragility has me desperately seeking in every which way possible a light...the tiniest little bit of hope. Thoughts of sleeping and never wakening pervade all... Please take my hand now.... I can't do this alone anymore. I tried to reach out...I tried... Oh the unlove that words can carry... I want to SCREAM!!!!!!!!! Dark ugly miserable weak pathetic self-destruction. It makes me cringe .... The insanity has me scream inside. The threats...the harm. The hatred builds. It is all so dark. So very dark. The fear overwhelms me. Help me find the peace I seek. Save me before it is too late. Please.